Yesterday when I subimitted my animation I was pretty nervous, first, the Internet at home just didn't work and when it did, I just couldn't manage to enter newgrounds. When I finally submitted, thanks to my sister and her laptop, I was very excited and nervous because I actually told all my contacts about the animation with a week of anticipation and also I sent to all them the newgrounds's link.
I didn't know what to expect when I was recieving very good comments from another newgrounders and some of my contacts.
I was surprised to see that my animation was rated 3.80, I was expecting a 4 because all the people I told to try to vote five and tell another people. When I was finally getting used of that rate, something that got in my nerves happened, the score changed, and it was lowering, and rising, and then lowering and lowering again. I'm sure this happens to most of the other poeple, however, I want to write this.
That night I watched the other animations that had better or similar rate than mine, and I was thinking to vote 0, I controled myself and didn't get too jealous, and thougth that because I was having a bad time, it didn't mean that I should do that to others, so I did the opposite and I tried to help some of the animations I considered lik3 "philips invited", and animation which I saw, was receiving only grosh reviews that didn't really look at the art of the animator.
I undersleep watching for my score, and I just gave up the posibility for it to recover, so when I checked again and saw a lower rate I just didn't want to know more.
Now that I checked my animation I'm happy because I won the 4th daily Place, I've never won anything by my own but a running race a couple of years ago, so I just became happy and thought to write this.
I know this may be useless but it made feel better and I think that's what matters, and if this was useful or good to anybody in any strange way, "very much better" then. jeje
Lots of thanks to all voters, including those who voted 1 or 0.
